Monday, October 09, 2006

Vulnerable writing

Okay, so I'm writing about how difficult a time I'm having writing. It seems that the only decent writing that I can do is the vulnerable kind. I'd say it's been well over a year since I've been willing to be vulnerable in my writing and no doubt it's holding me back a bit. Writing used to be this great release for me, a therapeutic hashing out of my emotions, desires, ambitions... Just when my fingers find the keys which express my heart's frustrations, desires, triumphs and fears,I find myself frozen, afraid that suddenly I'll be exposed. But what am I truly afraid of? That I am human? I can't even honestly say that I know what holds me back right now, but I do know I am a bit afraid. I find myself either unwilling or unable to live in the faith that has brought me thus far? I really don't know what to do from here except perhaps write under a different name. Oh, that I may be unashamedly human!

1 Comments:

Blogger TulipGirl said...

Thinking of you. . .

9:28 PM, October 14, 2006  

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